Wednesday, October 3, 2007
ytd during dinner. i kept thinking things and just kept eating and putting food into my mouth. i dont feel full and i ate almost all of the dishes down. in the end my youngest bro had to pick the leftovers. just a fish and a spoonful of vege for him to go with plain rice. of cos he sweared, given his bad temper. den i complained, saying dat i've being treating him to dinner and he scolded me over tis trivial food matter. he den zipped his mouth. sry lor...i ate ur food, next time u eat 1st lah.. i said to him.
yes. something happened to me ytd and i couldnt get to slp until 3am and dat's when i discovered my weakness and vulnerability towards emotions. only after in the morning dat i knew i've been making a laughing stock out of myself. WTH. cos it was all an misunderstanding. when it comes to study, i think alot and dat's good. but when it comes to feelings, i think alot too and tis is bad. tsktsktsktsktsk. nvm nvm, for tis two wks, i m gonna train myself up. get a good shape and be satisfied and warm up for army.
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