Sunday, August 19, 2007
Went for the 2nd fireworks performance with my aunt, uncle and cousins. China's work was better den spain's (of cos!! cos china invented fireworks and weapons)
but i didnt really enjoyed it. 1st of all, was the incident on friday nite. i thought i was in wrong in some way. 2ndly b4 going for the performance, my ahma reprimanded me for not doing things i should have done on friday nite. i tried to msg her to clarify things and she didnt reply (tis makes me felt worser and it's unbearable). i am sure everyone by tis time knew about tis incident liao. ahma is always fast in spreading news. how would they think about such thing. of cos it's plain clear & obvious. they would object, disagree and get shocked. being the big bro and at such a late hour let someone so young walk home alone, somemore
i m with her. yes, she had walked home alone like dat after NDP, but in tis case i m with her. though my aunt didnt talk abt tis, i am damn sure she's aware of it too. amanda, are u aware of this too? do you feel the same as they do? i reflected this myself and i concluded. even if i think she's independent enuff, wat i did was very wrong. YOU! RAYMOND NEO! GIVE URSELF A TIGHT SLAP!
since a very long time when i previously felt tis. in a world of misery where i dun seem to get any enlightenment. just wanna slp and dun feel like doing anything. lonliness hence, sets in.
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