Saturday, July 14, 2007
damn it.. i dreamt of my past away pet cat agn. I mean I've already forgotten about it. But y did I dream abt it?!!
I dreamt of it at a place full of food and its pals and that's the reason behind the lost of my cat. The dream suggested that he is very happy at that place, but suddenly it appears back in my house agn - jumping and running about as it always did previously. The sight of this is nice and makes me happy, but no longer... after I woke up - seriously made me almost cried for yet another time 5 years since my grandmother past away when I actually shed my 1st teenage tears of emotion (of cos baby cries are not counted). Well..when is the next time I shed my tears?? it's inevitable, but I just dunno when..
wat the.... I intend to go for a swim 2day but..not with that mood. Actually I could be in a cheerful mood that I always has been in. Alrite, since every time after I ran, I could feel the freshness and comfort inside, I m so gonna run agn - yeah, just keep on running and running till the mood fades.
2day is grandpa's (father's side) birthday and I am not sure if I can attend it with this mood. All I want now is another sleep, so I can get back to my normal mood agn (probably the next day).
~~~2nd half update~~~
Rite..haha. Managed to kill off the emo and I went to grandma's hse. KNow wat I did? may sound lame. haha. Knowing that there were still much time, I spent 1 hr playing with my hair. U know i have not been styling my hair since I end my job at CPF and yea.. so i decided to play with hair - coming up with all sorts of hair style, from super innocent to nice to funky. Well..looks like I've found another cure to moody problems, haa..
Well, tml waking up early cos i going to Ubin and see the changes that have been made to it. especially Chek Jawa that side.
---2:09 PM---
